Today I am publishing a Pleasure Appeal. I am writing to solicit your ideas, your thoughts, your ruminations on this thing that is so vital to our lives....enjoyment, pleasure, happiness...whatever it's called. Someone reminded me yesterday that I have a bent (or affinity for, whichever way you see it!) toward intensity, which I suppose I will take as a compliment; I certainly like this about myself. However, the same intensity that can inspire a revolution can zealously want to control, too. So hearing these words was both affirmation and admonishment. Admonishment in the sense that I should use intensity to advantage but also that I use it to enjoy life. Am I enjoying, experiencing pleasure in any area of my life, I wondered? Being a creature of earth and air, how can I know what it means to be alive today?
So I am here to ask you all what you do for fun, what makes you feel alive, how pleasure has its proper place in your lives? Here's my expectation: that if you read this...you will hopefully take a moment to reply. I WANT input. Anyone reading this has my personal email, so if you prefer writing that way, do so. Or post a comment. Makes no difference to me. The request for your ideas is not necessarily so I can imitate or recreate what you do. Ideas for me are more like electricity....like leaning onto, by accident, an electrified fence....all I can do is shout and shake myself and say, damn! what was THAT? I have sensations I don't often feel, I experience something that I cannot put words to, and then I know I am going into the realm of the intuitive. And then I know I am getting closer to home, closer. And that's surely a help to me right now.
That's me. Appeal done. Ahora te toca a ti.
05 April, 2005
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Hey El,
The only thing that really makes me feel alive lately is worshipping, in quiet times when no one else is around.I put on some tunes and just let it all hang out. It doesn't just make me happy, it brings me the richest joy. I'm almost embarrassed to admit this, because it just sounds so darn spiritual. I want to be able to come up with some cool artsy thing, but truly this is it lately. Oy vey!
hey little faro, I play mind-numbing games at www.brettspielwelt.com which may not be pleasure so much as the above mentioned brain anaesthesia. Without a TV, this is a way I can switch off the day, have a little introverted time, and boy do I love it when I win!
another thing that I love is spending time with our best pals. It's almost as good as being in love when you have folks that like being with you as much as you do them, and topics range from the silly to the serious. Nothing like a Friday night, home-cooked meal and wine on tap.
hey, krispy and jannie!
Thanks for taking the time to comment. I loved the comment about winning...you make me laugh, krispy! Yeah, time with pals...wow...what a concept. I had such a blast spending what little time I was able when I was in Clackmannan. I treasure those moments and pray for more in the near future. Jan, I am with you on the worshipping thing...guitar...or in the car...no analysis or discussion...it just feels RIGHT and wholesome...alive.
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